Inspired...

"A women should be so hidden in God, he needs to seek Him in order to get to her"

It leaves so much food for thought. Every and any person can interpret that however you may, regarding your faith and how religious you are. I for one am not religious.. I do not believe in following doctrants and being told how it is I should live my life as a christian or else I will wind up in hell. Some may argue that I am 'picking and choosing" what best suits me. To be completely honest, yes that may be true, but only because I want a relationship with God. I do not want to be a puppet or robot following what is considered the right way to connect with the higher power, because like any friendship it should fall into place. There cannot be a written manual as to how to befriend someone, because it will differ from person to person. Which is why I do not believe in religion, but rather Christianity.

Quid pro quo, the saying struck a cord. I take no pride in how I have been slacking as far as my spiritual life is concerned, but I am brought up in A CHRISTIAN HOME. So I have no excuse, what-so-ever when it comes to my slacking. I look back on how close I was to Him. He was my buddy, spoke to Him all day and now..? At a point in my life I was so hidden in God, you had too seek Him to find me... and now all that is gone? Why, I ask myself and I have no answer, because nothing happened, I simply let go..

The thing about letting go is, its a choice you make. It is not made for you.. So when I point a finger, four point right back at me..